i'm back

thanks god coz mam tess is not very angry on me anymore. is very sorry to all of you coz i am not write hear to you for long coz mam tess is ground me for 1 week coz she is say that i am a bad girl. but is ok now coz she is now let me use the PC (personal computer) again. i want to thank all of you for greeting me a happy birthday even if my birthday is not very happy coz mam tess is angry on me. your greeting give me more power. all of you touched me very much. even if mam tess is no longer ground me, i am still sad a little bit. i cry and cry for many days and more.

on my birthday, mam tess is very nice and happy to me. mam tess is not ask me to clean the household chores coz she is say that it is my birthday. sir arnold also touched me coz he is greet me a happy birthday and he is give me 50 pesos as birthday gift. after the lunch, mam tess is ask me to go shopping with her in makati.

mam tess: hoy, birthday girl! magbihis ka at sumam ka sakin. punta tayo sa mall. wag ka nang mag-uniform . suot mo yung bigay ko sayong damit. mag dress ka at birthday mo naman.

i was very exciting coz i want to go to the mall and buy some shopping for me. i shower and dress up. at first, i am confused what to wear coz mam tess is give me many of her old dress and clothes. i choose the class dress that mam tess is give me last year. is very pretty. the dress is have lace and starovski crystals. the starovski crystals are like stars in the dress like jewels. mam tess is wear this when she is ninang to the wedding of the child of her amiga many months ago. i am also wear my step-in sandals. i feel very pretty and special. i go out of my room and wait in the sala for mam tess. when mam tess is go out of her room she is very shocking to me.

mam tess: o? sigurado ka bang yan ang isusuot mo?

chona mae; opo. mam sige na. birthday ko naman po e saka matagal ko na pong gustong isuot ito. dream come true po ito for me..

mam tess: sige na nga. tara na.

we are go to the mall. i bring all my savings coz i want to buy shopping also. i want to gift myself but mam tess is not buy shopping pala. mam tess is only go to the parlor. we are go to 6750 for mam tess parlor. mam tess is have haircut and manicure and pedicure. i nwait in the sofa near the door.

bakla: mam parang bihis na bihis ang inyong helper a.

mam tess: oo nga e. hayaan mo na birthday kasi.

i get boring and i am also gelous of the other girls who are have their haircut. i ask mam tess if i can have my haircut also.

chona mae: mam pwede po ba akong magpagupit?

mam tess: mahal dito. may pera ka ba? di ako magbabayad ng pampagupit mo ha.

chona mae: mam may pera po ako. dala ko po ipon ko. pwede po?

mam tess: sige. bahala ka. basta ikaw magbabayad nyan ha.

chona mae: opo. promise.

the bakla is give me haircut. first the assistant is shampoo me.

assistant: mam, shampoo po muna tayo.

chona mae: wow. mam daw.

the assistant is show me the way where to shampoo.

chona mae: wala ba kayong banyo? bakit lababo lang? baka masilipan ako dito.

assistant: mam hindi po tayo maliligo. shampoo lang po natin yung ulo nyo.

chona mae: a ganun ba?

assistant: opo.

the assistant is shampoo my hair and then she is return me to the chair. the bakla is come back and is give me hair cut. i ask the bakla to give me bangs so that i look like my idol claudine.

bakla: mas maganda to kung kulayan natin para sosyal ka.

chona mae: sige! gusto ko blondie.

bakla: blondie? sige pwede pero mas maganda kung highlights lang. ano? game ka?

chona mae: sige. game na!

is very exciting for my new hair with bangs and color. mam tess is still getting massage and manicure and pedicure. mam tess is also hot oil.

the bakla is finish my color and is very pretty. i am very happy. i wait for mam tess to finish in the sofa near the door. mam tess is go out and is very shocking again.

mam tess: naku dyos ko, chona ano naman at nagpakulay ka pa? sabi ko na nga ba. nagpapaganda ka kay reynante ano?

chona mae: dah. di mam no. pangit kaya ni reynante. maganda po ba?

mam tess: ok lang. maganda na rin para maiba naman. nagbayad ka na ba?

chona mae: di pa po.

mam tess: o halika na sabayan mo nako pagbabayad dito. tumayo ka na dyan para makauwi na tayo. bilis.

mam tess is get her bill and i get mine. i get shocking and nervious coz my bill is 2,700. my money is only 700. i want to cry and i get wet of sweat.

mam tess: o? ano? nabayaran mo na?

chona mae: kulang po e. 2,700 po e 700 lang po pera ko.

mam tess is get very angry and she is shout at me in the parlor.

mam tess: aba! ano ka sinisuwerte? chona! pagbabayarin mo ako ng dalawang libo para sa kalandian mo? may mga bangs at kulay ka pang nalalaman. dapat tinanong mo muna kung magkano bago ka nagpakulay!

chona mae: tinanong lang po kasi nung bakla kung gusto ko. kala ko po kasama na sa bayad ng gupit. kala ko po combo na yun.

mam tess: naku. sinisira mo araw ko. babayaran ko to pero sinasabi ko sayo, di ka na makakaulit sa akin! ibabawas ko to sweldo mo!

i start crying and everyone in the parlor is look at me. some are laugh. some are not. they are just look.

chona mae: mam sorry na po. di na po uulit.

mam tess: sige na sige na. grounded ka. di ka pwedeng lumabas ng bahay.

chona mae: di naman po talaga ako lumalabas ng bahay kasi ayaw nyo di ba?

mam tess: sumasagot ka ba?

chona ame: hindi po.

mam tess: bawal ka ring mag-computer. di ka rin pwedeng gumamit ng telepono.

chona mae: po? pano po pag tumawag si sir jeff?

mam tess: si myrna ang sasagot bakit?

chona mae: mam. sorry na po. di napo ako uulit. papatanggal ko na lang po yung kulay.

mam tess: sira! di pwedeng tanggalin yan! tara na! humanda ka pagdating sa bahay!

i cry and i cry until i go home. mam tess is not stop at shouting at me even in the car but she is only repeat everything that she is say to me.

but is a little bit ok now coz i am use the computer again and i am still happy for my hair coz it is have bangs and i am blondie just like the girls i see in hbo but i am not very blondie coz it is only highlights so i am half blondie and half black. =)

p.s.

again i am not friendster coz i dont know how but i am learning already. if you see a friendster of me in friendster, that is fake coz i am not frindster yet. i will post here and tell you if i am already friendster. i also have new knowledge. i am learn how to use YM so i can chat. sir arnold is teach me YM coz i see him do YM before and he is say that he is YM to chat with sir jeff and i ask him how but sir arnold is tell me that i can only use YM on saturday.

sorry...=(

is very sorry that i am not write to you hear in my sight for long coz mam tess is not let me use the PC (personal computer) for one week coz i am do something bad to her on my birthday that's why my birthday is not a happy birthday coz mam tess is angry to me. she is say that i am not use the PC (personal computer) for one week coz she is very angry. i am escaping today coz she is not hear. she is go to greenbelt 3 to buy more shopping and that is why i am only escaping today coz i am missed to all of you. i am also sad today coz mam tess is not let me join her in shopping anymore coz she is really very angry.

my birthday is coming

i will not sleep yet. i will wait for 12. is very exciting.. =)

pasalubong

sorry is been many days since i last write hear coz is been very busy coz mam tess is comeback from abroad last saturday and there are many things to do. mam tess is bring many shopping materials with her from the abroad. mam tess say that she is go to many places. i am very exciting for the stories of mam tess coz i also want to go to the abroad but i dont know how and i dont have money.
sir arnold is ask me to go with him to get mam tess from the airport so that she is come home to us.

sir arnold: chona, maligo ka.

chona mae: naku sir wag po.


i get surprising and i cover my body with my hands coz i get scared. coz they say in TV that if the sir of the helper ask the helper to take a bath, he is rape her.


sir arnold: ano ba nangyayari sayo? tumigil ka nga dyan. maligo ka na at magbihis ka at sasama ka sakin. aalis tayo. susunduin natin si mam tess mo sa airport. bilisan mo at baka ma-late tayo.

chona mae: ay. ganun po ba. kala ko kasi.

sir arnold: kala mo ano?

chona mae: wala po. joke lang po. ano po isusuot ko?

sir arnold: tinatanong pa ba yun? mag-gown ka. naku chona.

chona mae: ay, formal po. wala po akong make-up e. di po ako makakasama. kayo na lang po.

sir arnold: syempre uniform. ung white. nasisira araw ko syo. ang aga-aga e. sige na maligo ka na tapos magbihis ka tapos buksan mo yung gate.

chona mae: tapos?

sir arnold: aalis tayo. bakit?

chona mae: wala po. sige po. maliligo na po ako.

i am always exciting everytime mam tess and sir arnold are ask me to go with them coz i get very boring here in the house and i dont want to see aling choleng and myrna. mam tess and sir arnold are always ask me to go out with them coz aling choleng is the manager of the house and she cannot leave the house and she is always dizzy when she rides the car. suka ng suka. kadiri. myrna also cannot go coz if she is leave, aling choleng should go with her also thats why i am always the one who is go with sir and mam.

i take bath very quick coz sir arnold dont like to wait and he always in time. i wear my pants uniform. i am also very exciting for the pasalubong. i wish that mam tess is buy me chocolates.
we leave the house and we are go to the airport. many airplanes fly over and above the car. we wait and we wait and then mam tess is finally come. she has many bags small and big coz she is go to many places.

chona mae: hi mam! ako na po magdadala nyan. welcome to the philippines po. na-miss ko po kayo.

mam tess: asus. sipsip! wag kang mag-alala, may pasalubong ako sayo. kumusta naman kayo nila myrna sa bahay? malinis ba ang bahay? ayokong makakarinig ng maraming sumbong ha.

chona mae: ako po ok lang ewan ko po sina aling choleng.

we are go to duty free for more shopping. mam tess, sir arnold and me. mam tess are buy more things and then we are go home coz mam tess is already tired from the travel. in the car, i ask mam tess about abroad.

chona mae: mam san po kayo nagpunta?

mam tess: madami. bangkok, vietnam, hongkong, china, japan, singapore. nakakapagod.

chona mae: nag-japan po kayo? di ba masama po yun? bakit nyo po nagawa yun?

mam tess: sira! namasyal lang ako at nag-shopping. arnold, san ba natin nakuha to? parang nagkamali tayo dito a.

sir arnold: sinabi mo pa. wrong move honey. wrong move. ano, chona? soli ka na namin?

chona mae: wherever.


sir arnold and mam tess are always joke with me that they are return me to romblon but is ok coz i know that it is joke only.


chona mae: malaki po ba ang abroad

mam tess: chona talaga. oo. malaki.

chona mae; ano pong pasalubong nyo sakin? na-miss nyo po ba ako?

mam tess: marami akong pasalubong sayo mamaya mo na tingnan sa bahay. di ko alam kung na-miss kita kasi puro kunsumisyon dala mo sakin.


mam tess is the deny queen. i know that she is only deny. i know that she is missed me also.
we arrive home and we are bring the bags in the house. mam tess is open her bags and she is call aling choleng and myrna to give away the pasalubongs.


mam tess: o myrna etong sayo. yung kay choleng kasam na dyan, may pangalan yan.
the bag for choleng and myrna is big. they have imported lotion, important soap, imported shampoo and imported perfume. mam tess is also give aling choleng a sholder bag and some chocolates too also.

mam tess finally gives me my gift pack. many things inside the bag. she is give me one imported t-shirt that is color pink. the front of the t-shirt says: "abercrombie and bench" i think it is same with the t-shirt that the MTV and the MYX BJ wear. mam tess is also buy me kitkat and nestle crunch and kisses also. she is also give me lip glows. lip glows is look like a lipstick but mam mam tess say that lip glows is make the lips shine. is very happy.

thanks fetisha!

is very thankful to all who greet me advance happy birthday. is really very happy. i have many friends now coz before no one greets me happy birthday coz my family and friends in romblon cannot call me here to greet me . fetisha touched me yesterday coz she is write a poem for me in her websight. i copy the poem here so that you will see it.

You rocked my world
You rocked me good
I rocked of laughter
I'll laugh forever
Keep rockin'
And rollin'
Rockin' rollin'
Laugh out loud
Then I shout
Hurrah, hurrah
Chona Mae is hurr...
Aaah...

thank you fetisha. is very beautiful even if i dont understand it very much coz the english is deeper than my english but i understand that you are say that i am like rock but i want to tell you that i am only not rock i am also like hip-hop. =) you can go to fetisha's sight: http://fetisha.blogdrive.com. thanks!

p.s. mam tess is come back tomorrow. i am very exciting for the pasalubong. =)

gelous

is very exciting for my coming birthday in the near future coz it is in september 11 already. my birthday wish is that i have a birthday party coz is been my dream ever since before but i cannot have a party coz all of my family and friends are in romblon. if mam tess will give me party, i do not know who i will invite coz i dont have friends here. i want to invite my classmates when i am still study in st. chamuel but i dont know how to call them coz my phone is destroyed coz it is fall in the washing mashing before. i want to invite also the people who write to me here like teki, slate, fawee, lei, fionski, cyanide saliva, joacs, pinay psycho, cesxy, ~tin~, hundun, xtine, trina, jennie, tinamaldita, iskolar111, charry, jac, arashi-kishu, jet, elizabeth bennet, bayani angbayani, kei, yshie, rafaelle, lilintian, mec, eye, lhasyus, mard, marian a.ka. nipututoot, darkwinter, jcfs, ceciyl, maan, chino, gwen, ruber, jae jetrin, jac, johnnylet jumba jum, cry baby, chris, babaeng_hilaw, aMgiNe, walter and of course anonymous coz you write to me here so many times and you always give me more power. i forget the others who write to me here coz is very many of you. if i forget you, hope you dont get angry to me. you know who you are. of course i am not invite reynanteng pangit and tomboy rowena in my party. only my friends are go here but is not sure coz it will be very expensive coz it will be a big party coz i have many people to invite and i dont know who will come coz i dont know your face coz i dont see you. you only write to me. no picture. haaay. is very sad.

i wish i can have a party that is very class like our pretty neighbor leslie. she is in gown in her party and her friends too and they have waiters in the house like a restaurant and they are party very much. her mama also invite dancers for ballroom dancing. mam tess say that they are d.i. leslie is study in fobeda and her friends are all pretty and class. i want to go to fobeda near robinsons too for my school but mam tess say that it is very expensive there and it is only in high school and i am finish with high school already. i always see leslie and her friends at the gate coz their house is in front of our gate. i want to be their barkada. i like them very much and they are always say: "dah! wherever!" and then they make a W sign with their hands. so i use it also when aling choleng gets angry to me.

aling choleng: hoy chona mae! computer ka na naman ng computer. di mo tinatapos trabaho mo! lagot ka talaga kay mam tess mo pag -uwi nun.isusumbong kita. sasabihin ko na bawalan kang mag-computer.

chona mae: dah! wherever! betch!

i am really hate with aling choleng. hmp! she's not invited.